It was bound to happen eventually – my first “running meltdown.”

Wednesday night, during what most would consider a successful 5k time trial (23:39) and a personal 5k best, I experienced what I can only think to call a meltdown.

Despite my overall time improvement over last season, my splits were precisely what you DON’T want: fast out of the gate followed by a steady decrease in speed with each mile (+20 seconds from mile 1 to 2 and +66 seconds from mile 2 to 3…seriously?!!). My feet were burning. My knee was crabby. My head was full of personal demons, some running related, many not (running into the darkness in Central Park can do that sometimes). I was sucking air with every step. It SUCKED! And it was the first time I’d ever thought “I’m tired. I’m not even enjoying this anymore. Maybe I shouldn’t have committed to another half marathon so soon.”

I realize that every run can’t be a great one (as a wise teammate reminded me on Wednesday night). I have every intention of showing up for my long run tomorrow morning; so I’m focused on troubleshooting this less than stellar performance so I can learn and improve as a runner.

Here are my top five possible “culprits” and my takeaway lessons:

  1. Sleep. I’ve been a little light on sleep this week, probably due in part to the switch to daylight savings time. I could stand to wrap it up about 30 minutes earlier on most nights though. Takeaway: Be well rested – ALWAYS – when you’re in the middle of a heavy training cycle.
  2. Food. Oddly, given what I do for a living, I’m still trying to get it right with my training nutrition. I haven’t quite figured out the correct mix of carbs, protein, and fat. I think Wednesday was a light protein day, which sometimes causes energy problems for me. Still experimenting. Takeaway: Experiment with nutrition early and tweak along the way. And remember that “standard training nutrition guidelines” are just that: guidelines. Find what works best for your body.
  3. Shoes. This may sound like a cop out, but I really think I need new running shoes. The more I talk to other runners, the more I realize that the pain in my feet isn’t normal. I’m using the same type of shoes I used last season, but my body definitely changed during my first half marathon training cycle. No reason to think that doesn’t include my feet. Takeaway: The same thing you did before isn’t necessarily what you should do this time. Be willing to adjust with your body.
  4. Overtraining. Not much to say here. I’m tired. Sleep and more targeted nutrition should help. I took it way easy on my workout yesterday – a little core and upper body strength training plus lots of stretching. Takeaway: Be nice to your body. You’re asking it to work really hard. If it asks for a little break, give it a little break.
  5. Lack of  a plan. I didn’t have a plan when I started this race. I just started. And my watch isn’t fancy enough to use for anything but rudimentary pacing (ie, it doesn’t have a GPS feature). So I either need to get a better watch, or I need to consider using some kind of “mantra” to keep myself at a steady pace. Takeaway: Running may not seem like a strategic sport, but it most definitely is when you’re trying to get better.

Thoughts? What do you do to push through a training meltdown?